In search of life

A song's lyric pushed me to share some things with you all.

I never believed that my literary skills could justify the severity of the problems of this world. I never believed myself when I stand up on the stage to perform. I never believed that I could ever be a person I ever dreamt to be. I cannot even have faith in myself when writing this. Confidence is just a delusion to me.
“It’s the soul that’s afraid of dying, that never learns to live”
There was a man, afraid of everything. This man was afraid of angering others; he was concerned with his performance. And he was never positive about the world. Worst of all, he was afraid of being true to himself. As a result, he cannot live, for he has lost his very heart. He prayed to God frequently, but since he cannot be true to himself, he failed to be truthful to God. One day, he questions himself: “What is the meaning of existence, if one doubts everything?” And God answers him: “It is the heart that loves, that cannot fail to live. It is the power of the divine that releases the heart from doubting. But it is also the heart that doubts, which never stops beating.” The message of the God soon jolted him from his senses. He now understands the meaning of life: to search for the meaning and purpose in life. One cannot completely grasp one’s purpose in life, for it is only achievable in the divine realm, but it is the quest for meaning of life that keeps one from dying.
“Live by faith and not by sense; thy search through faith, not through sense.”
Then this man wondered, what if an evil divine temporarily controls the minds of people. Would it be rhetorical to question the validity of our senses? What if our sense of sight fools us? If our senses were an illusion, then searching for the meaning of life would be futile. Then he remembers, “It is the heart that loves, that cannot fail to live.” Love is the answer to humanity. After all, human is equivalent to humane, which in turn is equivalent to love. Love is a quality that the evil divine cannot give and it is the gift from our Father in heaven. Only through love can you find truth in life and only by expelling the qualities conferred by the evil can you start searching for the meaning of life.
"Search continuously and love"
It is never easy to understand the meaning of life and it seems far away from the day, our world starts loving one another but it is the dream that does not fear waking, that learns to sing.
“Beneath the snow, lies the seed and with the sun’s love, becomes The Rose.”