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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Thank you for the chance to become a Nazirite

First of all, i thank you for Jesus Christ who had given me the chance to work after my graduation with B.Sc from UCLA. I was thinking that after 4 years studying in US, i would just go back to indo without having opportunity to work bcoz I Had no experience at all. However, with praying and fasting, God helped me went through all difficult situations. I was empowered by Him to keep looking for the job, which then I got in Baxter international. Even before i worked there, i had difficulties to get in as i was overqualified, that's what the spokesperson said. long-short, one of their candidate left for medical school reason, then i was called back after 3 weeks of gloomy-wandering days for searching job. Got there, I couldn't speak no words other than gave thanks to God, who had graciously given me the chance to extend my stay.

Not long after, i had chance to take GRE, finished all my school application with a lot of hesitation of getting into a school. I was praying that God would give me just one school to continue my study, and there, i got into SDSU. As it was said by Peter Kumar, i thought over what he said that i would always run around, i think that prophecy was right. My college was in San jose area, my undergrad college was in LA, then my grad college will be in SD. Yay, i am running around :)

But most of all, i thank you for God because he had planned me to come back to Him right on the HMC event on november 2008. That time was a turning point of my life as i had been freed totally from my sin, pornography. To be honest, it was hard for me to confess in front of a lot of people, but the spirit of God who pushed my mouth to say was bigger than my evil mind to shut my mouth. It was such a relieved that i was not ashamed to say those things, more over i felt more empowered by my own testimony.

not long after that, Elevate came in June 2009. From this event, i learnt that all the sins that fills this earth was coming from the broken or shattered relationship of people. I was thinking that homosexual, gay, or lesbian was really bad, but Herman martir said that all those people turned like that because of the broken relationship that they experienced. My commitment grows toward this topic, as i think i can relate this to my pornography experience. however, i would not compromise myself to go into that trap of sins. I am sure that with "Can i pray for you?" God wil help me to save people life from these wicked sins.

Thank you.
Hendra

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

great testimony =) thx for sharing!